Life has many petals. Spirituality is unfolding those petals with with love, responsibility, equanimity, creativity and compassion.
Do not rely on the outer world as your measuring stick for your own spiritual growth. Rely on your response to the outer world to determine how much you have grown.
If you can just Live in the “Now” and Focus on this Moment with ease, then Fear and Worry will disappear as you Live with Joy and Peace!
Atman in Ravi
Your seeking is your becoming and it comes with a consequence